We have no longer been TTC for 21 months.
No, now we have only been trying for 4.
As the 2 year mark slowly approached, I could feel myself becoming more and more anxious, more and more negative, more and more jealous.
Until a friend kindly reminded me that my body before acupuncture was such a mess that it would have been a miracle to have conceived..
She is right.
I always thought my body was normal, and that the immense pain, vomiting and bleeding I had every month was what every woman went through.
It is only since I have started charting that I can truly see the difference in my body.
This month especially was my first NORMAL cycle!
Yep, I Ovulated on CD13, had a 13day Luteal Phase and my periods came spot on, on day 26! To be honest, if I hadn't have been watching my chart I would never have even known they were coming or even here. I didn't even have the slightest twinge of pain. Nothing at all. It was the strangest feeling to feel 100% period-free mid period!
So my body is definitely getting healthier.
And ultimately, if I want a healthy baby, I have to provide it with a healthy environment in which to grow and live.
I feel like my body is finally getting ready!
Let's see what this cycle has install for us!
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